yesterday I was a little frustated. I didnt have much to do in the office. meanwhile I recieved a mail from Devleena. It was regarding Chetan Bhagat's speech in Symbiosis, Mentioned about true happiness and spirituality of life.

I replied:

"Life is so boring so dull life is so useless it is hopeless no construction no distruction indeed one home construction before my house life is so nervous even she also was before speech sometime we dont know what is goin on sometimes we don not give it a shit stupendous fantabulous fantastic so just listen to linkin park because in the end it does nt even matter we think that we can predict the future but actually there are so many palmists who can not tell my fate exactly I even have never gone to them and what yar you are still reading this you should go home now me too though i have some useless jobless work here for which I shall not be appraised any time but I have to do this and this is yet to be finished."


Weird. No start no end. there is no connection between any two sentences. Devleena is a happy going girl, she cant imagine such junk. definately she is not suppose to reply for my mail. She cant even digest this stuff :(. No idea what to talk to her next.

Eating alone in the cafeteria or any known place is really embarrassing. Perhaps the Korean policy is correct for this. I really feel people are laughing at me. As per my usual habit, I don’t talk much while eating, but it doesn't mean that I can’t eat with someone. When I take food, sit alone. I feel shame to face somebody known sitting near my table. That’s why I choose time 1:30 pm for lunch or skip my breakfast or snacks so that I don’t have to see many people. It’s really very embarrassing.